So I decided not to do ROTC anymore. A month or so into it, I came to my senses and went, "What the ******** are you doing, Toni?"
Let's just say that my parents aren't happy with me right now. My dad is disappointed I'm throwing away such a great opportunity, but says he'll be proud of me no matter what. My mom says she never wants to here "coulda, should, woulda" come out of my mouth. She's coming to pick me up on the 13th or so of November to get my s**t. Then she's saying that she's flying me back to Germany. But damned if I'm going back to Germany, guys. DAMNED.
Gene and I took a little trip last weekend. We've both been a bit on the rocks and we just needed to take some real-life time away with each other. He picked me up and we drove down through Maryland to see where I used to live. Then continued on to DC to his place. I met his family, we went shopping, had some dinner, thenI went to work with him. <33 It was all super fun goodness. Then my last day there, we went to see the Battle of Bull Run battlefield and just had fun getting lost in it. wink
The weekend away made me find Toni again. Like...I've been feeling lost since I've gotten here. I'm not acting how I usually do and I know I haven't changed like that. Being with Gene again made me realize how happy the little things could make me. How being next to him gives me a little more hope for the future. I think being with him again this weekend made me fall in love all over again.<3
So now I'm looking at schools down by him and Kelsey. I figure I could stay with Kelsey if my mom tries to ship me back to Germany. She'll atleast let me stay for a bit to make some moneyz before telling me to ******** off. xD Then I'll find some place down my Gene to live until we can move in together.
smile Funny, a year ago, so many people told me I was rushing with Gene and it wouldn't work...
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ThePsychoticCow · Wed Oct 24, 2007 @ 09:28am · 1 Comments |