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I'm really stressed all of the time. stare now I get irritated really easily. I've been very depressed and my boyfriend doesn't like it.but he barely even notices. which makes me happy because then he'd be depressed too.I made this poem:
why do my days always seem so bad?
why do always feel so sad?
I always feel so depressed, angry, and feel like I'm going to cry.
Or thinking that the only way to be saved is to die...
can't somebody please save me?
this isn't who I want to be.
I really want to be saved.
Beore for the Devil I become enslaved;
the one thing that is saving me now,
One love who I'll never allow,
to keep me from fighting each day.
the fact that I always want to be loved this way.
But even so as my life goes on,
love from anyone ele is forgone.
Doesn't any body care?
that I have pain I can nolonger bare?
The sweet taste of death.
yet the burn of the tears on your cheek when your out of breath.
sometimes, I feel that life is too horrible to go on.
soon I hope this pain will be gone.

yeah I know weird ight? well I always try to be happy weather I suceed or not thats a different story. I'm always acting so happy and I try to be.