yeah today was the last day of school..hek yes...and we got a dance the whole time..soooo fun. me and jolene and carlotta danced the whole time. lol..nathan was trying to keep up with us but was to slow and he would always loose me so he just hung out with joe.
ok this was an email to jolene..but it explains my feelings for today..i was really upset because i woulnt see nathan ALL summer practically cause he was so busy. but i pulled my self together and now im fine. cause like how the email says it... wed be sooo happy and excited to see each other after a long time. and im going running and stuff so hopefully i get in better shape this summer.
..lol..i went on a long bike ride at like eight just to get all my engergy out and think and stuff....lol.. i was just heading anywhere and then i just realized i rode past hunters house..hahahahha..lol... guess nathan was really on my mind. oh god phone..whew it was just wendy. yeah..i mean i am not upset anymore.. i still want to talk to nathan just im not thinking anymore about breaking up with him. gosh i like him a lot. i know he likes me cause he said he loved me when he came over to my house the other day and kissed me. i know hes very busy so im just going to be faithful and patient..lol. id never cheat on nathan.. i was just in such a horrible mood today..yeah cause my mom was screaming at me to and stuff. just was upset. i am definitly gonna try to be more outgoing when im around nathan. and you know about how hes always busy..im just gonna respect that and hang out with my friends until we can come back and see each other again..that way well be even more happy to see each other. heck yes.. now its weird im all positive. cause i mean if nathan didnt want anything to do with me or he didnt like me he wouldnt have followed me around at the dance and hugged me and stuff. and like when they drove away from dropping me off nathan rolled down his window again and said bye as they were driving away. lol..guess nathan wanted it to be a guy day today. i was just upset that i couldnt see him a lot this summer. but hell yeah i do get at least two weeks with him this summer..lol..a lot could happen then..im sorry i wrote a lot..guess this was like a little journal entry to besides an email to you..lol...well ttyl..bye
KaydeeBugg33 · Fri Jun 17, 2005 @ 02:08am · 0 Comments |