OMG I have not typed here in like forever okiue smokie a little update (only the things I remember of course) well yesterday was my last day of school for this year. We got out at 12:05 and I had a blast at school that day... we had our promotion ceremony that afternoon/evening... which was kinda broing but I was too distracted in the moment to care... then after teh ceremony I went out to dinner with some relatives which wasn't too bad cause I got to get caught up with some of them taht I have not talked to inawhile... then that night I had my 8th grade promotion dance... it was intresting to say the least... the first two hours of it were GREAT but the last half hour was horrible... REALLY horrible... everyone got all depressed the last half hour which made meh really sad.... course I tried to cheer everyone up but it didn't work cause by thatt ime I was really sad myself. One of my best friends hugged meh then I looked at her and the next thing I knew she was crying on meh shoulder... I hugged her back and asked her what was wrong she then responded with one word..."everything" I then realized she was totally right then began to cry for a moment myself as I hugged her trying to make her stop and then realizing that I wasn't exactly helping it. so ten minutes later when we both got it back together I think it made meh love her more (not like that of course) anyways by the end of the night I was almost in tears and the ones left that I had not shed earlier I was forcing myself to push them back. I said goobye to her quite possibly for the last time, I had to say goodbye to my bf but I think tonight will at least be the last time I get to see him and I SERIOUSLY am not going to be able to keep from crying which makes things even worse... I said goobye to some of my best friends more or less proally for forver if not awhile at least. my friend went on a trip off to Austrila and she isn't getting back for at least a month I already miss her terribly and hope I will see her again but who knows... so things went from bad to worse to worser last night but I hope they seem better today... after meh crying most the night last night but I think things will work out sooner or later... the only thing that I am not sure about is the whole deal with my bf he's going to another school I love him dearly but I don't know if I should just let him go... I hope things turn out ok and I hope I don't cry tonight saying goodbye to like one of meh bestest best friends and meh bf...
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Marmar
 iloveblumiys · Fri Jun 17, 2005 @ 09:36pm · 0 Comments |
