I feel sick.
Not like,
[ugh i'm catching a cold] sick.
Like...
[emotionally i want to vomit] sick.
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like, YOU SICK ******** sick?
hah. ********, this ******** winter. it's back man. just as strong as last year.
dude, my mum bought a yellow bug. She just drove up in it to pick me up from dance. I was like, wtf. Mum stole a car.
Hah. Not quite.
Yeah, I can feel it too... But I actually have that feeling in my stomach. The one where you can tell that it wants to chuck everything out of it, But you're using your subconcious will power to stop it.. Cause that made sense..? ugh, ********.
Haha, wtf. She just went out and bought a yellow bug? Ahahaa.
Well, I know right now i'm just feeling a little sick from all this winter. It seems like a stupid symbol but really, it's all I can describe it as. Depression sounds too p***y to me. I hate saying it.
And the desperation because you know it's nothing, should be easy to toss out. But it's eating my stomach and slowly man, I'm gonna bleed to death.
Or just be unable to eat citrus foods for a few weeks and take prescripion antacids.
Bahaha. That was strangly poetic.. And it's oh so true. You should keep that somewhere.
I love winter. I'm not sure why because I always become so emotionally sick. But then I look back in the spring/summer/autumn months, and I miss it... It's like, this is the only time that I ever feel real. This is the only time that I feel like I know myself, if only half way.
Goddamn. I'm talking in circles aren't I?
NONONONONO! I feel EXCACTLY the same way and have never been able to articulate it that well.
Damn. God I swear you are me. Or rather I am you, I'm younger.
Why the ******** did the flying spaghetti monster not make us sisters?!
Holy s**t, I love my friends.
Neurotically Nostalgic · Fri Nov 30, 2007 @ 12:48pm · 0 Comments |