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*sigh* latly I've been thinking about some things...The kind of things the keep ypu from sleeping, and not eating like you should be. I've been been so messed up latly, i dont know what to do anymore. Which, to thoese who might not know me, probaly dont care, but thats fine. Scince to the people who do know me, like my best friends. probaly dont care either. Really, why should they, all i do is fell bad about myself and constantly put myself down..im nothing but a burden really. But yet, they do what they can to try and make me see what they see in me...I dont know why the keep trying. Im never going to fully see any of my good qualites, they will all be out numbered by the bad qualities that i see in myself. I constantly say i fail and am no good at what i do. I cant take complimaents because i dont see the same things other do, i can have someone tell me that my hair is nice..and then the next day i change it because im that parinoid to belive they meant the exact opposite.

..Im sorry to anyone who has maybe read this and sat there thinking this wasted your time. But really, you are the one who read it in the first place.