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Please tell me what's going on!
Ok, the thing is, I have known this guy(Damien) for going 9 months. Over this time i've gotten to know him and vice versa. We became friends quickly and soon after we were a couple, it even went as far was us planning to marry. After some complications we split up, but we still act and talk like a couple.I asked him what he though of us as in relationship wise and he just said we're really good friends. I'm ok with it but I still want to be a couple with him. People who have seen us talk together say that we're the perfect couple and that we should be together. No matter what we do or what we talk about we always have fun. We have our little squabble... I get jealous about somthing he did with someone else, he talks to be about and straightens the situation out, I feel embarrassed about what I did, he smiles and teases me.. a cyber-whack him with a rubber chicken and we both laugh about it. I do anything he asks and he does the same. When we're together online we talk about anything. It can be something silly, stupid, weird, or just what's going on in our lives. We're always glad to help the other out. He's holding a full time job at an office supply store and is trying to get custody of his younger sister (Cassie). He's had trouble with his family and wants to give her a better life for her. Because of that he's quit school to work. Me on the other hand, I work in a supercenter. I'm trying to save up enough money to get a place of my own. We've talk about him and his sister comming to stay with me and living a life together and we both seem to like the idea. His sister has even been talked to by him and she seems to like it too. Lately, i've been having vivid dreams (details are at the bottom) of us together as a couple, and being with my family. When I wake up I'm crying hard. I feel so happy but at the same time depressed at the though of it being a dream.
(note: this is taken directly from a message to him)
-wakes up in your arms after having another dream about you-
(This time i actually saw you. You came to live with me earlier than I thought. The weird was that you were in a box at first, like you were hiding, but you kept following me. I got curious so i get the box and tore it open. And inside was you, smile at cute smile of yours. I couldn't think of what to say I was so happy, so i just hugged and kissed you. So then you and me start heading to the bedroom when I remembered that Cassie was supposed to be with you. So I was all, "Damien, where's Cassie?". Right when i said that, the bathroom door opens and she walks out. My mouth dropped open and i jump up and down screaming her name. She just stared at me like, "what did I do?". I ran to her and hugged her. Then later we went to my mom's and my family was there for dinner. My cousin Yessica opens the door and is all, " OMG, Damien, your here, wow, hi". So we go in and your sis is goes in and sits next to my mom, and they become like best friends.
Everyone is having a goodtime, meeting you both, you and Cassie are smiling alot and for some reason, we kiss alot. But I didn't care, i was enjoyhing myself and having a great time with you. Infact I was so happy I could kiss you and not like bite your lip off. When dinner was over, we went back home and i saw a labrador retreiver, apparently it was yours. It was so cute. I was all petting it and stuff. It got late so we went to bed. ((we had like one of those bunk beds with the bottoms that fold into a couch)) Cassie climbed up into the top one and we crawled into the bottom one since it was bigger. We cuddled and kissed and when we got tired we slept, me under your arm, being held close to you, smelling your axe kilo ((i could actually smell that in my dream)) then that was over and i woke up.)
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