- If I wanted to date a guy I'd date a guy. If I wanted to date a girl I'd date a girl. I don't even know what Cole is!I'm not sure I want to be with him when this all started out because of a joke Julia made.
I think there was some other s**t he was saying too.
Well I talked to him and like forced him to make a choice by Wensday. So come Wensday, today, he told met that he was sorry and just wanted to be friends. Here's the convo.
Quote:
Kitoyo says (1:13 PM):
So it's wendsday. I was supposed to go downtown but we all changed our minds.
Topher *9mil says (1:13 PM):
oh
Topher *9mil says (1:13 PM):
yeah
Topher *9mil says (1:13 PM):
lol
Topher *9mil says (1:13 PM):
and
Topher *9mil says (1:13 PM):
so
Topher *9mil says (1:13 PM):
my decision
Topher *9mil says (1:13 PM):
is
Kitoyo says (1:14 PM):
you could always call me and tell me
Topher *9mil says (1:14 PM):
or that..
Topher *9mil says (1:14 PM):
but i would rather
Topher *9mil says (1:14 PM):
just tell you
Kitoyo says (1:14 PM):
i guess
Topher *9mil says (1:14 PM):
I just want to be friends with you..
Topher *9mil says (1:14 PM):
I'm sorry, really i am
Topher *9mil says (1:14 PM):
but there are other guys
Topher *9mil says (1:14 PM):
way better than me
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
Don't say your sorry
Topher *9mil says (1:15 PM):
that would be better for you
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
Because you're not
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
if you were sorry you'd do something about it
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
and hell.
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
I know there are other guys
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
dosen't mean I want them
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
but what ever
Topher *9mil says (1:15 PM):
i really am sorry, really
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
But you're not.
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
Don't tell me your sorry when you're not
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
Because you can't be sorry about a choice you made.
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
or you'd do something about it
Kitoyo says (1:16 PM):
So don't think telling me that you're sorry is going to make me feel better because it won't.
Topher *9mil says (1:16 PM):
Well i cant do anything for you because im gonna be gone all day tomarrow and today..
Topher *9mil says (1:16 PM):
you know what
Topher *9mil says (1:16 PM):
if you cant realize true honesty
Topher *9mil says (1:16 PM):
wehn its right in front of ur face
Topher *9mil says (1:16 PM):
then whatever
Topher *9mil says (1:16 PM):
good bye
Kitoyo says (1:16 PM):
yes
Kitoyo says (1:16 PM):
run away
Kitoyo says (1:17 PM):
good cliche words by the wya
Kitoyo says (1:17 PM):
I cna relizie it
Kitoyo says (1:17 PM):
but you can't be sorry about a choice you made
Kitoyo says (1:17 PM):
I half saw it coming so I'm not suprised either
Kitoyo says (1:17 PM):
I forced you to make a choice and you did
Kitoyo says (1:17 PM):
so there isn't anything to be sorry about
Kitoyo says (1:17 PM):
also
Kitoyo says (1:17 PM):
there isn't true honesty infront of my face
Kitoyo says (1:18 PM):
there's a computer screen
So it's wendsday. I was supposed to go downtown but we all changed our minds.
Topher *9mil says (1:13 PM):
oh
Topher *9mil says (1:13 PM):
yeah
Topher *9mil says (1:13 PM):
lol
Topher *9mil says (1:13 PM):
and
Topher *9mil says (1:13 PM):
so
Topher *9mil says (1:13 PM):
my decision
Topher *9mil says (1:13 PM):
is
Kitoyo says (1:14 PM):
you could always call me and tell me
Topher *9mil says (1:14 PM):
or that..
Topher *9mil says (1:14 PM):
but i would rather
Topher *9mil says (1:14 PM):
just tell you
Kitoyo says (1:14 PM):
i guess
Topher *9mil says (1:14 PM):
I just want to be friends with you..
Topher *9mil says (1:14 PM):
I'm sorry, really i am
Topher *9mil says (1:14 PM):
but there are other guys
Topher *9mil says (1:14 PM):
way better than me
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
Don't say your sorry
Topher *9mil says (1:15 PM):
that would be better for you
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
Because you're not
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
if you were sorry you'd do something about it
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
and hell.
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
I know there are other guys
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
dosen't mean I want them
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
but what ever
Topher *9mil says (1:15 PM):
i really am sorry, really
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
But you're not.
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
Don't tell me your sorry when you're not
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
Because you can't be sorry about a choice you made.
Kitoyo says (1:15 PM):
or you'd do something about it
Kitoyo says (1:16 PM):
So don't think telling me that you're sorry is going to make me feel better because it won't.
Topher *9mil says (1:16 PM):
Well i cant do anything for you because im gonna be gone all day tomarrow and today..
Topher *9mil says (1:16 PM):
you know what
Topher *9mil says (1:16 PM):
if you cant realize true honesty
Topher *9mil says (1:16 PM):
wehn its right in front of ur face
Topher *9mil says (1:16 PM):
then whatever
Topher *9mil says (1:16 PM):
good bye
Kitoyo says (1:16 PM):
yes
Kitoyo says (1:16 PM):
run away
Kitoyo says (1:17 PM):
good cliche words by the wya
Kitoyo says (1:17 PM):
I cna relizie it
Kitoyo says (1:17 PM):
but you can't be sorry about a choice you made
Kitoyo says (1:17 PM):
I half saw it coming so I'm not suprised either
Kitoyo says (1:17 PM):
I forced you to make a choice and you did
Kitoyo says (1:17 PM):
so there isn't anything to be sorry about
Kitoyo says (1:17 PM):
also
Kitoyo says (1:17 PM):
there isn't true honesty infront of my face
Kitoyo says (1:18 PM):
there's a computer screen
How can you sit here and tell me you're sorry?! You can't be sorry! LIES! Also you can't tell me anything about true honesty over the internet. INTERNET! Best way for losers to act all tough because they don't have to look someone in the face. He could have used that line IF he was talking to me face to face. There isn't honesty in front of me! My computer screen is in front of me! What makes him think we can just be friends? I mean you just played around with my emotions, made me wait for ******** ever, and then told me no. If you had just told me no then we would be all good. He told me once that this wouldn't end up like another Cody Ewest situation but it pretty much did. Also that whole thing about telling me that there are better guys out there for me. WTF?! Don't use that line! Stupid! If I wanted someone else I'd be out there. If I thought there would be someone better out there for me then I'd be out there. Also. It's Germany. Bi/Gay guys are out number like 1 gay or bi guy for every 20 straight guys or something. So there isn't really anyone else.
I'm just really tired and done with these stupid relationship bids and such. Another thing I can't understand. Someone FINALLY wants you Topher after you've been single since 3rd grade. Someone who is nice and wants to take it slow. Someone who just wants to care for you. And you were stupid enough to say no? Over the fact that I wear make up and cross dress sometimes? Grow up please and see what's in front of you. Now you'll just end up being single for ******** ever again.
