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why is this happening to me?
am i that bad?
for every little thing that i did
we keep on fighting,
non-stop
you see my weak side
if only i dont brake
i might win
we stand on thin ice
i cant take it anymore
you'll be gone if i move a stop forward
we will brake
we are strangers to each other's faces
even though we've known each other for quit some time
seems like you 're just a stranger from a place
we might as well not speak
every time i try to open my mouth for words
you close it
you scare me so much
but i still love you
no matter what
from all the little things i know about myself is
my love will stand stronger than anything
you said goodbye
just by running out of the door
making sure i wouldnt go after you
no glance
no emotion
just action
ive got so little time to stay in the game
but you wont let me
your pushing me off the field
will this be the last chance to see your amazing face?
was that our last real kiss?
oh how ill miss you so
im just not ready to change
im not ready to let go of myself
im not ready to set you free
im just not ready for anything
your harsh words make water scurry down my gental face
i cant control it
all i do is try to make you happy
but that youve told me i dont do the job
i believe all this time its been a waste
but i know at heart it was worth everything
cuz i now know what love really is
not ever going to give up
but deep inside i believe i did everything
i could to make you happy everyday
no matter how it affected me....