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My life, the dark pit that confinds me, fills with the truth of evil, and sadness. i feel as if i should just die, or disapear, that way the suffering i have to bare every second of my life will come to a halt, and maybe that would make the lives of the rest of the people who claim to cair for me better. For a second in my miserable life there seemes to be a passage to light, a beam of hope, and I feel as if the chains of sadness that hold me in place are breaking. I lift my tear stained face and try to reach for the happyness, but as always it is snatched away by a hand of darkness which holds me back with my torured soul. I fall back and lay amongst my chains and fade from existance, and now, for the first time, I am truely, happy.