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I have no idea what might show up in here but if you have a strong stomach and an even stronger will, feel free to enter the horror that is my mind

stupidteddy
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Posted: Tue Jul 05, 2005 @ 08:02am

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	Life sucks Wow, i have relised recently how much my life truely sucks, i mean i had gotten used to the fact that i will be alone for the rest of my life and nobody will love me right but for some reason recently my heart has begun to hurt again. I have played match maker for many of my friends and they are still together and happy, and i was okay with being matchmaker... but now i can not help but feel empty and lifeless almost, i have 3 goodfriends, 2 of them live very far away and only one lives near, and she can not help fill this emptyness. My one friend was telling me today about his 3 dates with his new boyfriend and it just made me want to cry, i would give up my life to feel love like that even for a day... is that normal or even healty...

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The-Hairy-One
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Commented on: Tue Jul 05, 2005 @ 09:43am


	im sure you will find love, every one is meant to find love 3nodding

Commented on: Fri Jul 29, 2005 @ 06:04pm


	We are born with two hands, two feet, two eyes, but not two hearts, because you have to find the other one in someone else heart heart heart

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Yuri-Ganine
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Commented on: Mon Aug 15, 2005 @ 09:12am


	Hey Pats you on the back I really know what your going thru. I been in many Mental hospitals in my day for cutting and suicide(sp)(damn people keep saveing me). I cant tell you that things get better because, they havent gottin better for me yet. But everyday i try to hold on, but by the end of every day it seems like my last. Atlest you have some good friends, I on the other hand have one, but she is my world. And her and her family love me even if mind dont. -Elexis.

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