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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 @ 03:16am

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	new quote Without the light there would be no dark, so why fool yourself by living in the light constantly decived when you can be in the dark and see the truth

Posted: Wed Aug 17, 2005 @ 07:57am

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	I love this verse "i took there smiles and made them mine, i sold my soul just to hide the light, and now i see who i really am, a thief, a whore, and a liar"

stupidteddy
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Posted: Tue Jul 05, 2005 @ 08:02am

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	Life sucks Wow, i have relised recently how much my life truely sucks, i mean i had gotten used to the fact that i will be alone for the rest of my life and nobody will love me right but for some reason recently my heart has begun to hurt again. I have played match maker for many of my friends and they are still together and happy, and i was okay with being matchmaker... but now i can not help but feel empty and lifeless almost, i have 3 goodfriends, 2 of them live very far away and only one lives near, and she can not help fill this emptyness. My one friend was telling me today about his 3 dates with his new boyfriend and it just made me want to cry, i would give up my life to feel love like that even for a day... is that normal or even healty...

Posted: Fri Dec 31, 2004 @ 02:50am

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	Dinner time in Hell This is another poem... actualy my newest poem please tell me what you think, and be honest Dinner time in Hell In the dark of the night creatures creep and crawl living in the places nightmares are made coming out to visit you in the dark of night. Eating your hopes and dreams as you sleep, leaving you with an ice cold feeling that chills you to the soul. A feeling of utter fear and loneliness, hopelessness and despair. These feelings washing over you like a thick blanket of snow. These creatures feed and grow from the hate and sorrow in your heart.

stupidteddy
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Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2004 @ 07:24am

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	My Fave peom i wrote Heat & Eyes I look into his eyes, I feel cold, I am dead. He smiles at me or so I hoped, I see him look to my side, all around, but not at me. I stand in the dark, all alone, light on everyside of me. He calls my friends, they hear a soft kind voice, I look into his eyes; I hear nothing. I start to feel warmth I start to smile. I look back at my life, all I see is pain, sorrow, and loneliness. I feel the heat, getting warmer, I see my past, I start to cry. I look to him for comfort, his gaze is clear and unwavering. I close my eyes, I hang my head, it is over. No more hope, Hell welcomes me, "I did believe in you Dear God" please everyone tell me what you think good and bad... this is my #1 fave poem i ever wrote

Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2004 @ 07:22am

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	Poem i wrote #8 What Changed? I see your twinkling eyes, Looking towards me, I see your smiling face, Smiling at me, I see your outstretched arms, Wanting to hug me, Than in a blink of an eye you change. Your twinkling eyes, Begin to darken, Your smiling face, Begin to scowl, Your outstretched arms, Begin to close and cross. In that quick blink, My life begins to change, What was once happy and fun, Now sad and lonely. this poem has alot of meaning to me

stupidteddy
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Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2004 @ 07:19am

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	Poem i wrote#6&7 The Dark The evil that rests deep inside every human The evil that arises as we sleep The evil of our dreams The deepest darkest secrets are told Told to the only one that listens The darkness The darkness feeds off feelings The feelings of hate and anger Evil is the wave of the future Stopping the evil today Unleashes the evil tomorrow Sky The color of the sky slowly changing from dark to light from sad to happy life will go on as the day continues hour after hour day after day month after month year after year life goes on with good and with bad i am not too keen on these poems but tell me what you think

Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2004 @ 07:16am

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	Poem i Wrote #5 Mirror Mirror Why is it when I look in a mirror all I see if a face? The blank stare of those clear blue eyes Piercing my soul like hot daggers against my skin The reflection looks like me and moves like me The girl had my hair, the girl had my clothes Who is this girl staring back at me with those clear blue eyes? It is really me? No it isn't that girl is smiling I cannot smile, I cannot laugh, I can only cry. please be honest tell me what you think

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