I didn't think that me making a little comment on Rayne not being 7497422559 348 would make such an impact. I am not at all worried or conscious about that. Yes my ex was 348 but strange enough that's not what pulled me to him. lol rofl When I actually got to the point of thinking on personality and not body, I had a lot longer relationships. But I don't want to keep bringing up my ex. But I have nothing really to say about Rayne right now. It is like he won't let me in, he won't open up to me. I don't if he knows or not, but I really like him. I mean a lot. And I know most of the time I don't show or it's extremely hard to tell. I guess that's because I never felt the erge to express myself like that and I'm just not sure how to. I don't care how Rayne looks, I really care for him I'm just not sure how to show it. I really need his help with this. I want his help anyway. If I could I would show it but I really want to be with him.
Dear Sergio A. Nesbitt,
I don't think You really know how I feel. I suppose it's some what my fault. The one time I actually expressed myself, I mean really saying the way you make me feel... It wasm't in person and I guess you couldn't really here me because, you didn't give me a reaction. You seem to have had more serious relationships than me, so I need you to speak to me. I need you to talk to me, let me know how you feel no matte what it is. I don't like you not being able to speak your mind around me, having to move yourself away from me in order to talk freely. I WANT TO GET TO KNOW YOU.. SERGIO A. NESBITT
 Nikoconiko · Thu Jul 07, 2005 @ 08:47pm · 2 Comments |
