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Wow! wat a day! not really well im totally bored waiting for some1 to get on! and omgosh Evan and Bj and Amber, Diamond, and Anna are coming bak from crossroads camp tomorrow! i cant believe they made that camp co-ed! it was my ga camp! omgosh lol hehehe! today has been better than the rest of the days about Evan ya no! im going to steven's party to hang out with Amanda tomorrow, so im sorta excited about that! omgosh i still really like Evan and idk wat to do???(if anyone is reading this, plz list suggestions) i still really like him and all, but how do i know if he was telling the whole truth about surf city? i have no idea how to tell and i really wanna know the full story, but Rick said we couldnt talk about it, and ive felt a lot better these past 2 days knowing that i finally told Amanda everything b/c i knew she was sorta weirded out that i didnt talk about him much, like the night b4 they came bak, she wanted me to talk to him soooo much and i was like "oh its ok idc, u need 2 talk 2 Bj more than i need to talk to Evan" b/c thats really how it was! she had a lot more on her mind than i did, the only thing i was worried about was her and Brittany b/c of their Boyfriend problems, but who ever thought i would be the one to break up with mine? i wasnt hoping 4 anyone to break up w/ anyone, but i was suspecting it! b/c i knew from the donut sales that chris e liked Chelsea and it was really weird and then randall told us that chris was gonna dump brittany and it was soooo not good! ya no? but yea gosh its been a bad summer, but its slowly getting better, and i guess im not going to ward haven, altho i want to, but i dont think i can go an entire week w/out saying sumthing im gonna regret to Shayla or Ashley, i just dont think i can hold my breath that long, and i dont wanna cause anymore drama! ya no? it just rly sux the way that entire trip turned 2 crap in like 2 days evil omgosh idk but yes im going crazii officially lol hehehe not rly! lol hehehe well g2g l8er