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******** this ******** that go to hell dont come back
no longer waiting no longer caring
cutting slahing go to hell and dont come back
******** you ******** him ******** her just die
no longer waiting no longer sane
losting everything loseing nothing
cutting lines of hate cutting lines of life
no longer waiting no longer safe
go to hell and dont come back
_wat im---
everyday i waken
just to find im forsaken
by those around me
cant see why i want to be
alone hated hurt
noone will ever understand the pain
no one will ever understand the gain
ok the blood lost
is wat i want is wat i crave is wat i will have
ok the death
is wat i look for is wat i hope is wat i embrace
ok losting my humanity
doesnt bother me doesnt amtter doesnt seem to care
ok wat im
is a god in a mortal body is a demon locked away is a sniper without any ammo
ok then i sleep
im free im wat i want im allowed
ok when i feel
i wont them gone i push them away i hate it
ok then again
im me..im me..im me.. im the kid infont of u im the one who looks out for u even if u dont wish it to be im the one who wont allow those close to him im the guy who holds nothing close but at the same time will bring you in and hold u for as long as u will let him im the one who is protecking even while he is dieing
that is wat im...when im awaken..
man i hate being awake
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