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Happy V-day. >3 I have this cruel habit of breaking up with guys I'm dating on V-day. I share the love~ I also break up with guys around holidays...dunno why. I get bored, and when I get bored, I like messing things up just to see what'd happen. o_o Like I'd stab some poor victim's heart and ask them if it hurts...then stab it some more and pay for dinner.
But I'm not that messed up...I guess...I do feel some sympathy for some guys out there...and I'm starting to believe V-day was conceived by a bunch of angry feminists just to screw them over. rofl
Well, this year...I don't have really have a victim. Some guy asked me out though...so, he can potentially be my victim for next year. Why am I so cruel? *Looks down at her chest devoid of a beating heart and shrugs.*
Oh yeah...I'm pretty modern also, meaning boyfriend =/= committed relationship. Marriage = committed relationship. If a guy can get a ring on my finger like some nasty arm lock I can't get out of, then he got skillz 'cause I'm like wind...I'm virtually impossible to contain or control! Many have tried in the past and failed, hemorrhaging.
Anyway, this is my real husband for life: (Courtesy of Mr. Boonlong from my internship.)
See, only that guy can keep me up all night. ._.; (Pun intended.) 'Cause a friend once watched me pour over a project...and he said I was practically married to Architecture... Fine! I won't deny it anymore? xD
On a somewhat serious note...I'm realizing that love is when two pairs of genes decided to mix together and create babies. If that is the case where one man and one woman decided it's ok to mix fluids, that means everyone of you is a product of love. So, love is your parents, and you are that corporal representation of their love to carry their genes onward to eternity and beyond. So yeah, on this Valentine's Day, think of your parents!! .. >>; *Barfs.*
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On a more serious note, I think love is freedom.
People tend to come and go, and they change and grow, and sometimes they'll just grow into someone else who won't be good for you...or vice versa. In a good, long term relationship you're suppose to be able to grow together, not apart.
Despite my carefree...somewhat modern attitudes towards relationships, my serious relationships have never crashed on cheating or jealousy...They've crashed on this sad, but amicable understanding that though it's been fun being together, we're growing into two different people heading two different directions.
So, in the end, I don't really mind. Since it's fun being myself, I'd like him to have fun being himself too because I still care about him enough to let him go like that. ^_~ You know? Grow!! Make me proud!! Just be yourself damnit, and don't let me hold you back! <3
Reach for the stars, aim for your dreams, just be yourself...is all we were born to be.
candyripper · Thu Feb 14, 2008 @ 04:31pm · 1 Comments |
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