days so far have been alright.they probably could have been better.I feel stressed but what is there to stress about? Nothing. I feel sad. What is there to feel sad about? Nothing. I get in bad mood alot. What is there causing bad moods? Nothing.Im starting to talk to Mary on myspace more. Im on and off about her. I'll like her sometimes and sometimes not. Shes a good/cool person. I enjoy talking to her. Me and Whitney have been doing good. Hmm what to say life could be better if i wasnt in bad moods so much.Ehh just how things are. I love The Unicorns.I cant stop listening to them.I try to listen to other things and it doesnt work. No Unicorns=no music. Weezer is ok too. Getting bored of there album "pinkerton".Thats the only one i got sad .I want starbucks.I want chips and soda. I want to feel happy. I want to love someone. I want to start excersising.I want a better body. I want to go swimming. I want to do something. I want to get rid of my addiction to the computer. I hate the computer. I wish Whitney would go to bed earlier. I feel left out sometimes.Just the feeling.There is nothing to feel left out about. I just feel left out. Tis weird i know. What is there to be left out about?Nothing. Enough of my rambling. I dont know what else to say. Summer school sucks. Im bored of my clothes on gaia. Im bored of the computer but i cant get off. I want what Mary and and Whitney have. A good friendship. I want a best friend. I know i wont get a guy friend like that. I just know i probably wont. I cant get a girl bestfriend either. Unless it was Whitney. I dont think im her bestfriend anymore. Since Mary is. They love eachother. Me and Whitney dont. Im just a complainer.
Mood: neutral --confused,bad mood
cheesemonkey · Mon Jul 18, 2005 @ 10:31pm · 12 Comments |