well, for the first time in my life, i feel 100% happy.i have an awsome boyfriend, great friends, and a new little sister(kate, woo i love her)any way.but you would think if im so happy there would be no reason for me to go back to old habits, right?well thats where we are both wrong.im not used to being wanted, at all.its a new feeling to know that someone wnats to be with me, someone wants to talk to me, someone wants to have crazy dance moments with me, so if i want to exclude myself from that, i do what i used to do, which makes me disapointed in myself, and makes other people who love me, mad.i dont mean to screw things up, its just happens
Social Error Alex · Sun Feb 17, 2008 @ 06:51am · 0 Comments |