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So, it's about time that I get this thingy updated again.
I'm going to attempt to start writting in this thingy again.
So yeah! :O

So on Thursday I was talking to my ex-grilfriend***,

***WAIT! Before you go any farther, you should probably be updated on the whole ex-girlfriend thing.
OKAY. So one of my best friends in 8th grade, was bisexual. And so was I. Yeah, obviously right? Okay, well she said she liked me, and guess what? I liked her. So we decided to date. Except for everytime we were to have a date, I canceled. Why you ask? Well because I was uncomfortable with the idea of a female relationship. I was not "out" if I may, to ANYONE but her. So that made things rather difficult. So we dated, persay, but never went anywhere, or kissed or anything. But this went on for like 2 years. So that's why I say she was my girlfriend. And she loved me, I honestly believe that, and I loved her. And we really cared about each other. She even drew me a fancy Valentines day picture in 10th grade, because we almost dated again, for the second time. But then grew apart after she got frustrated with me not committing because I was uncomfortable. She got a boyfriend. We lost our friendship, and stopped talking for a while. Then they broke up, we talked more, than less. We went from being best friends, to girlfriends, to friends, to nothing, to kinda friends, to nothing again.

--(Back to recent days) and I was like, you know what? We haven't hung out in a while. So we were going to hang out for a little bit on Friday. We texted (Is that a word?) and stuff, and she was being all flirty with me. So I was like, okay whatever, that's just how she is. But then she said that since her boyfriend wasn't a virgin when they started dating, that she was 'alowed' to make out with 2 girls. She kept hinting that she wanted ME to be one of them. So I was thinking, "Umm, okay. Why not. It's just going to be a meaningless little thing. It wont really matter."
But then she texts me later that day, and told me nevermind because she has to help her dad fix her boyfriend's car.
So I was like, okay fine. So then we made plans for Saturday instead.
But then I felt like total crap so I canceled.
Then today I went to my local Drug Store to pick up a new Hair Straightener, and a carton of milk, and she was there waiting to pick up her boyfriend. (He works there) So being the nice person I am, I went up and started a conversation. So we talked for a little while, but then of course I had to go to the register and check out my items. Because that's what you do at a drug store. xD
ANYWAY, so she follows me, and stands next to me in line. She then makes a point to introduce me to my cashier, David. Then she says, "Hey David, this is Megan. She's cute, and she's single." And I was thinkin, "Oh no you didn't! -Finger snaps-"
xD But yeah she did. So yeah. Then as soon as I possibly could, I left the Drug store, her STILL following me, and got in my car and drove. Fast.
So then I think it's all over, and nothing will ever happen.
Wrong.
She just text me like an hour ago saying, and I quote, "David says you were really cute. he wants your number. hes 19, in college, single, guitarist, funny."
"Umm okkkay."
And then apparently she gave him my number WITHOUT asking me first, and then gets the nerve to ask me if he can text me later.
I was like, "Umm, sure. Whatver. I guess so."
And then she starts talking about double dating with her and her boyfriend, and I'm like holy s**t no.
I just met this guy today for like .2 seconds.
Adkjhaskdhsad. This is not what I asked for.
I wanted to hang out with HER. Not some weird double date s**t.
God help me. D;

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