Hello everyone. Today has been a stressing day. I had to watch my mother cry over the phone. These bastards are screwing up her life. Last night, I herd her talking about how she's going more and more into debt...even though she had gotten a loan to pay off all her credit cards...and she's so close...but so far...a bank is holding her back because something didn't process and now....nothing is working.
My birthday party is on Sunday....and Im not sure how its going to go. My mom says that we might not be able to do as much because she's waiting for money to come in...but she doesn't know when. And she has to make a car payment that's due on the 10th...and her pay check is dimishing..... and I don't know what to do. Its times like these I wish I really had a job.
But yea, Im finally reading the new Harry Potter. Im on chapter 11 now. And it's really good so far. Nick bought it for me for my birthday. But so did my mom.....but I told her to send it back and keep the money because she needed it.
But ok, this is what's going down before school.
1. Birthday 2. School shopping 3. Bnad camp 4. Junior Regerstation 5. SAT prep corse 6. School begins. And somewhere in between all that...Im going to Ren Fair with my Mom, Joe, and Moogle. next weekend. I have to have blood drawn tomorrow and a EGC test thingy done. Thank god we don't have to pay for that....and then bowling on weekends. Ive got a lot to going on and everything needs moeny, except for the tests and band camp. Thank god I have band retreat and Victoria payed off this year so I don't have to worry about that.
And then, there's drama. Ive got some plans for that. Mrs. Brainerd has yet to call me about who our new advisor is...so Im kind of stuck right now. But once I know, things will get rolling. Ive got to talk to Aila and see what we can do to make more money this year. The Game Room we did this year was awesome. So Im thinking we are going to do that again. And I thank all of you who helped. I would have died if I didn't have all of you.
Ok well, my ranting is done for now I guess. That was kind of long wasn't it? I know I have a lot more to rant and rave about but Im not going to today because Ive got enough to think about right now. Im trying to get my life straightened out before anything really big happens. Im finally going to be getting off my anti-depressentes in a couple of months...Im working my way down little by litte. And Im trying to fix old friendships that have been broken and from the looks of it right now, its kind of working. Im doing all right so far. Lets see if I can keep it going through the year.
Well I guess I will see you all later then. Make sure to comment your thoughts ok? I love you all!
-Akanyae
Forgotten_Memory666 · Wed Aug 03, 2005 @ 04:21am · 0 Comments |