I'm back! Got home around 12:18am, almost missed BB6 too but I didn't really care much since it was "special family time". Did I cry? I only did alittle bit, when people gave their speaches and they started to cry that made me cry... and when I walked in and saw my great grandma just laying there... that made me ALMOST cry, but I held it in. I didn't even want to see her really because I knew I would get upset... but my cousin Tyler pushed me right infront of the open casquette(or however you spell it!) It was so mean... but I'm glad I got to see her one last time.... they made her look so fake though, it was just... weird to me. I had to sing too x.x I remember doing that when I use to go to church with my aunt and cousins.
Anyways, alot of people were there and kept coming up to me saying, "Oh, you've grown so much!" and the hugging and kissing on the cheek. I always get that though, saying I use to be so small and run around, but now I'm all grown up... I even saw some baby pictures of me there with my great grandma. Also saw a movie with me being really little and running around, blabbing away in a home video at my first picnic I think it was. I'm still a blabber, see? x.x
Well, thats all I wanted to say... I'll miss my great grandma and I'm sorry she had to go, before her b-day too!, but thats how life is... I keep thinking of death now, but the church people always say that death is a new beginning... I don't think so but thats just me. heart Love you Grandma! heart
Love you too, Leo(wish you were there to comfort me... but that would have been weird, wouldn't it?) and I hope to see you on today! Since its 3:18am right now... heart
P.S. Btw, Leo... you asked this before and now I have the answers. My great grandma was 90, she was going to be 91 on August 14th I think... and she died peacefully in her sleep, they thought she was sleeping when they checked on her in the morning... and I also have pics to show you of me in a tank top and skirt that I wore at the funeral... I don't really like how I look, but I'm always like that. These pics were like taken when I got home so of course I would be sweaty looking and such, I thought I looked MUCH better after I got ready... oh well!
P.S.S. And Nich..... what the HECK was with the bump on my last journal entry?! Is that all you could say about that? Psh... whatever. Meany!!! scream
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But ah...make it real quick, the tiny flies are eating me alive here... >.>
Glad that you were able to make well with the death of a relative. I've never gone to a funeral, and I told you about the impact that Crystal may have had in my life... Really, though, I can't know what to say about her. She may still be affecting my life now...or it could be just my imagination. Or is it both...? Or is it supposed to be both??
Take care, as ALWAYS,
maha