[[--I'm venting/overexaggerating--]]
Let me do it, let me do it.
Do you even trust me? I thought you did. But sometimes it doesn't feel like it. Do I even trust you? I thought I did. But if it doesn't sometimes feel like it, how can I?
If we're in this together, as I thought we are, Why is it I can't say everything? Why do I keep my mouth shut when I don't agree? Why do you scream at me when I say something stupid?
Shut up! Shut up! Let me talk for once. I'm tired of listening. It's my turn to speak. It has been for a while. But I didn't want to stop you from talking.
No! Don't talk over me. Don't tell me I'm wrong. I haven't finished what I was saying. Please let me finish. Quit telling me I'm wrong!
I want to scream now. But I want to talk. I want to make things better. It says you're there. Why aren't you talking to me?
I'll wait. But you're still not talking to me. It's been a while now. I keep looking. And it still says you're there.
Ah-- Now you talk to me. But it feels distant. It doesn't feel like you mean what you say. Why does it feel so empty? Why aren't you excited about anything? Why... ?
Why can't I be sure anymore?
Kecharitomene · Tue Apr 15, 2008 @ 04:21am · 0 Comments |