Some of my stuff. Written 4-16-08 at 2AM
Let Me
Let the tears fall down
Let the salt sting your wounds as it runs down your face
Let my make-up flake and peel off
Let it reveal my true self
Hidden behind a veil
Never letting a person see the real me
Forget it
Whatever
I don't want it
I don't need it
I can't stop my heavy breathing
I swear I can't feel my heart beating
Let it go
Let yourself drift away
Let the world take control
And go along for the ride
Hell isn't too far away
It's a place some call home
Internal
Eternal
Forever
Never
Leave it all behind you
Carry on with your life
Live it
Live it to the fullest
I can't find myself
Remind me who I am
Who I was
Who I will be
Who remains
Remains still in this house
Waiting for the doorbell to ring
Freedom, take me
Don't bring me back
Let me be free
Freedom of mind
Judge me
Hate me
Love me
Hurt me
I don't care anymore
I've lost myself
I can't find myself
Who am I?
You ruined all I was
And all I was supposed to be
And all you left was a failure
A loser
Withdrawn from the world
Cold encircles
Please don't tell me this is it
Oh God, please don't let this be it
I'm not who I was
Find me
Save me
Hold me
Ruin me
I've long past given up
My heart no longer beats
No longer beats for the world
It's found it's own unnatural pace
Hold me back
Leave me be
Talk to me
Let me be me
I can't do this anymore
The world has ruined me
So what if I look the way I do?
Wear my hair the way I do
Wear my make-up the way I do
Don't listen to the same sounds as you do
I am still here somewhere
But keep on ruining me
Till I fade away
A tough exterior is left
Left for you to find
Please find me
The time is running out
The sand in my hourglass drains
Grain by grain
Don't leave me here alone
Let the tears fall down my cheeks
Let it burn a hole in my heart
Let me run freely
Not worrying about the world
My time's running out
We all have our own expiration date
Don't let it come
Don't let me be taken
Let me remain
Remain forever
Let the salt burn my wounds
As the tears run down my face
Let my heart start beating
Beating the pace it was born to beat
Free me of torture
Of my mind
Of the world
Let me remain
Stronger than before
 Miss Toxic · Wed Apr 16, 2008 @ 08:18am · 1 Comments |
