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I'm in such a better mood today, I cleand out my room and scrubbed the hell out of my bathroom, and then I was up 'till midnight playing cards with my neighbors and now I feel better. So, YAY! I'm not sorry if I sounded selfish in my last journal, everyone is entitled to have a selfish moment now and then and I haven't had one in a loooooooooooong time. So, you think what you want, I was just emotional. ANYWAYS, moving on, I sad "Diary of a Mad Black Woman" and I loved it. It is so awesome and...Ugh! I just loved it! ^ ^ And, I found out a very attractive guy that works at Stater Bros. was asking about me! xd There is just one itty bitty problem...he's taken. But who knows what'll happen. I can only hope for the best. Today was good, I was bored...but in a good way. I dunno how that works out, but it did. And it rained today. blaugh blaugh blaugh It was beautiful. I love how the air smells right before, during, and after it rains. It's just amazing. I love it. I rained so hard, I had clandles going in my room, insence burning, and all my lights off. I just sat there for an hour listing to the sound of the rain and thinking about...anything and everything that came to mind. It was perfect. We went to this new mecican place for dinner. It was yummy. I love mexican food. Yum yum! And we rented movies. I love movies. 4laugh And tomorrow, my mum and I are going to Barns and Noble. It may sound boring, but it's heaven for me. I love to read. I celaned out my book case and now it looks naked. But clean and I like it. I think how my room looks has a tiny effect on my mood. I hate when it is dirt, I feel dirty, but when it's clean and I have candles going, I feel...good. I love the effect of candles. They make my room smell good and I love how the shadows flicker and whatnot, it's so calming. Everything is peaceful right now, I'm not mad, annoyed, depressed...I'm happy. I'm actually content with life. It's...I don't know. But I feel so at peace. It's crazy. I don't know how else to describe it. Wow...so as I sit here in my pajamas, not only do I feel happy, I feel calm. It's a good feeling and I hope it doesn't go away anytime soon. because when I'm like this, I glow. And glowing is awesome. 3nodding
heart Love always,
Kaite
QuothxthexRaven · Sun Aug 07, 2005 @ 07:22am · 2 Comments |
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