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I broke Additya's promise..i cut..wah i was helpless..not my fault..he was harsh.. a week without it.kinda impossible for me..here's another poem

It kind of sucks..cause i really wasn't doing it ..for ..the poem was actually doing for me to ..um express myself..
Lost in between a lot, let it end please.

At times im lost in between many religions.

Quite often, i lose myself and begin to enter depression.

My moods are always changing, i feel so odd.

I can't explain it, only because i get answers to believe in God.

Easy for you to say, since you believe.

I'd rather not believe, than believe and deceive.

Always trying to find someone who'll comprehend.

The one who'll be there and understand.

For now i wait till my life comes to an extermanation.

Tired of being lost and filled with confusion.

Whoever is in charge of this world, please help me out.

Only because i don't know, who you are, or what you're about.

Give me peace and end my life.

I can't take it anymore, i don't care how you do it, poison, a gun or a knife.

Even if i end up in hell, Just finish it, leave me to my calmity.

Let it end please, i need it, i need peace and tranquility.