Life is mean... when your down it throws more things at you so you stay down. Its bad enough I don't have good enough marks for the parents, but now i can't go to the party this weekend?? I havent been to one in like ever cause they always take me to the city on weekends to go "househunting" oh yeah plus im supposly moving. To a school in a big city when I'm one year away from graduating. My parents sold there busienness so no income for them. I got my lisence but can't even drive my own car cause my uncle needs it cause he lost his in an acciedent. I used to go to the gym with lost of friends but they all ran out of money or stopped so im bored to death by myself as i go. I can't find a job cause the dumb plant in our town is on strike so no one is hiring. plus our new car for my brother got in and acceident, and i have to wait longer for a better car. I get my share of toture from the a** holes who think are better than me, i'd take them down so fast if i hadn't promised my grandpa on his death bed i'd never fight a kid in school unless he started it. And the worst and most devastaing thing that bothers me every night is about *guess what* a girl. I told her i liked her, at first seem seemed shy. but i got kinda shy trying to talk to her cause she has a mass crowd followin her all the time. and thing after things happen and the things that may hint she likes me is weighed down by things that show she may not care. Life sucks. sometimes you think it never ends. But i hope it does soon... and fast... i can't take much more.
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