Well lets see i recently had my heart borken again. Oh well atleast this time i didnt let myself get to attached cause that would have sucked. So you see I am a fool because i ignore the wisdom that i have in futile hopeful wishing. i choose to give people the benefit of the doubt and it always seems that in the end they really were lying and cheating. How could she do this. why did she do this? am i just not worth enough to her? does she even care about me? she says that she loves me and that i am that special someone. but i dont think she feels that way anymore. why does she have to be so damn stupid and selfish, cant she think about others feelings. i mean i warned her that i had been hurt before, and what does she do? she turns around and does that exact same thing to me that told her had broken me in the past. what the hell is her problem? i guess im not worth it to her and that is why she choose to lie to me and try to decieve me. she has made a big mistake, and has lost my trust. i dont know what to do now. i have a decision to make and i need to make it soon. well later everyone. as you can probably tell im not in the best emotional state right now so im gonna try to sleep it off.
hybrid_oflegend · Fri Nov 05, 2004 @ 08:18pm · 0 Comments |