Is it lame to go to prom alone? It's tomorrow and everyone I know has a date, or even a friend going with them. I on the other hand, being the procrastinator I am, waited till the last minute to buy my ticket even, and I have to bum a ride to the place with a bunch of couples, because I didn't plan ahead for transportation either. I don't even know why I'm going. It's a dumb tradition, and I like to dance, but not in front of others.
Oh god, this is going to be so awkward, I can see it now...me not talking much on the way down in the car, because everyone is so busy talking to each other. Not dancing with anyone when I get there, and calling my Dad to pick me up before dinner even starts. Crying all night. This can only end in tears. Then why am I going?
My Mom keeps talking about how she didn't go to hers, and she regretted it. The key difference is people asked my mom to it. The only guy that asked me is M. and he also asked if I could buy his ticket, and he'd pay me back. He's super getting on my nerves right now. At $65.00 a ticket and with his "paying back" track record, it was a pretty easy NO. And I've seen him try to dance, it looks like he's having some sort of attack. No, no no, I'd rather cry all night than suffer that type of public embarrassment.
I'm actually dreading tomorrow. I almost hope it doesn't come at all, but it's one of those things I'll just have to get through to get away. It's almost worse than finals.
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