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Would someone ever save me from this neverending pain? No... my own fears push my loved ones away... Can I learn to love another person? Maybe, but my fear of him has now messed me up... and my fear made me give up the very thing I had wanted. Now, I'm alone... and I know I don't deserve to love someone after running away like that. I ran in fear, not knowing what I was going to do and I lost the person who was dear to me. My wish now is to learn to love... and be loved in return.