So, college. Yes. I am going to begin college on the 18th of August. I am actually kind of excited, yet scared. What's it going to be like? I hope I can do it. I want to like it, so very badly. I want to make my family proud. I'm the only kid left. Two dead and two others gone, never to be seen or heard from again. I know that sounds melodramatic, but it's the way it is. I'm the only kid left for my mom and dad, and I've got to make them proud. I don't want them to have to say that none of their kids amounted to anything. Well, Dad can't say that. He's the reason he didn't see his boys again after their mom took them away. He didn't reach out. And it's not Mom's fault that her only son and her other daughter died. I'm the only one left, and boy, is that a lot of pressure.
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