I cried today.
First it was for my mom. I've been growing to hate my sister lately. I know most girls my age would be annoyed with their moms. But I feel bad for her. She thinks that we don't like to come home anymore, and even if I think of her as annoying sometimes, I know I'll regret not spending time with her later. My sister doesn't seem to think the same way, and I've grown to despise her for that. My moms exact words were, "She's only nice to me when she wants something." My mom is under a lot of stress and I seem to be the only child that cares.
I also cried because of a movie I just watched with her. It was really good. It was only a few tears here and there though. Nothing sobbing material.
And before that, I cried for my Poppop. They've been expecting him to die for years now. I feel like it's gonna happen any second. I canceled plans with my friends to go visit him but we never got to go. I don't wanna see him go without having told him I love him first.
--Tori--
 he _ lovesme -N0T- · Sun Jul 13, 2008 @ 11:06pm · 0 Comments |
