This is perhaps The only thing that will ever be of me, Once I am truely gone I will be nought but a memory. But ones words can never be taken from thou's mouth.
Perhaps this is just me thinking sadly, but if it's not I know i left at lest pixels in my memory.
From the day I was born, the doom lay there, from the moment my mother spoke those dreadfull words, I should have known. But I guess that the fighting kept me sane, the disorder kept me there, but I know now from that moment I was doomed. The travel was three years long, before we finally settled in a smalll town away from the world, my paradise, my only home, A small farm with nice people, I grew up all alone. Got to school thought it was the best, I went every day without fail. But then High school came and I saw why the other kids didn't like school, It wasn't the work, The work was brilliant, It was the people, The mean mean people. I got through it till now... Now I can not take it any more, And all my quarrels in life have come back to me now. All the time that I have spent Ignoring those cruel words, I can not block no more.
From the moment I lay eyes on the text apon my screen, I thought I felt something but it has become apparent that it was nothing but an illusion, That much for sure, Saying things is easy, living them, breathing them, Is another thing entirely. Yet again the promise broke, I lay here broken as I look up to the stars above my head, I feel the wind blow over me, Like it's time to submit, Like it's saying you've had a good run, now it's time for another test.
The test of death is suppose to be the hardest of all... Because we fear it, it is scary and un-knwn. But when you give in, Cowardice I know, but the feelings there, There is only the leap of faith that you will be allright on the other side, The faith that whatever lays ahead will be all right... That it will be better then what you left, And if it's not... Then lesson learned for next time. Lesson learned pass it on.
There is a thought in my head, that if I took that leap of faith that something else would go wrong, Someone else would suffer what I have... Do I really want to be the cruel person to bring this fate onto another poor being... Another to suffer the same? Would I be a monster? Would I still be human?
This is what holds me here... Keep it dear to your hear dear reader, Because you never know if it's your life that takes the turn and makes it unbearable.
Be Kind To All And Live Life Till You Die.
<3 The Black Lined Heart
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