||Looking for Attention|| ::I'm not:: //Cut it to the Left// +And I Rock+ 
Hi, I- Well.
The ******** threw away my hard drive.
I don't know how else to say it, or how I can possibly express how ******** up this makes me- other than this.
This is what I've lost.
Music, Anime, Video Clips, Hours-and hours- and HOURS of writing, planning, artwork, icons, pictures, programs, porn for gods sakes, and my photographs. my precious photographs. I'm so empty, and sick right now I can hardly believe it.
I'm far too gone to even cry over this. I'm just sick.
It's kind of sad how much of my life was stored on that electronic device, some may call me just an addict with no life, but- I'm not. Because put it this way, put all those drawings on canvas, put the writing, oh god- my novel, my thesis, my POETRY. on paper, put my photographs on photopaper, put my music on vinyl, cd's, and 8 tracks- and then light a match under it.
It's the same thing, just on plastic.
It's my life, and now it's gone.
Though there is still hope, it's so slim, I'm so angry- I sent my computer in- because of a missing 'o' key and some cosmetic dysfunctions, and somehow- they thought that they had to THROW AWAY MY LIFE.
My parents are going to sue them, and in the meantime some INCOMPETENT a*****e, at a computer depot in Houston had better go dumpster diving.
I was totally in denial about it until just now, but- I can feel it all caving in on me now. I need my writing to live, that and my photo's are the most important things in the world to me. I can't do this right now.
I can't do it at all.
Circuit City?
You, are, going, to, pay, for, this.
||Need an Invitation|| ::I don't:: //Slide it to the right// +And I Roll+
 Fanged-Ferret · Sat Aug 09, 2008 @ 06:44am · 0 Comments |
