I'm sitting next to my boyfriend feeling content about my life right now. I have a plan for life. I have another goal to reach for, to just change my life completely and break my ties away. Basically start fresh from where I was before I was going downhill and depending on everyone for support. I still need that, but I'm finally making decisions that I can go along with and not just blindly go in, like I was planning on doing.
People are so damn happy in North Carolina. It's weird because up in Indiana everyone is on a high horse. Probably because it's so damn cold there, but that still doesn't give them the right to be like this. I like this more relaxed, laid back town feeling. The neighbors are friendly as hell, and I don't feel weird or awkward when going shopping and just feeling natural.
I think I've find my home away from home. I've never felt like that in my entire existent, which isn't very long because I'm only nineteen. It's just sad that I'll have to wait a few years before I can just pick up and move, but I need to get my life together back home. I'm going to get my GED, and my driver's license. I'm going to apply to colleges for a major in business and a minor in writing because I'm thinking about raising and owning a ranch with horses. I'm going to start a training center, not too expensive, but I will need to make some kind of living.
I also want to write a book someday about life in general. I've heard so many interesting stories and I'm continuing to hear interesting stories. It's pretty exciting.
Life is exciting.
+Pepsi.Product.Orgasm+ · Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 05:27pm · 0 Comments |