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This wasn't my fault,
I didn't want you to see what it was.
You walked away too many times,
After you promised to spend; too may lies.
Just to think,
This is how it must be,
Just to think,
When you turned away from me.
I'm not as dumb as you think I am,
I'm not the one who will be dammned.



This was your choice in the making,
The result of having us be breaking.
I'm not crying the river of tears,
Like you think;
It's too easy to be mistaken for
Your broken link.
I have spare time to spend on better things;
Not to be confused with any of your clings.
Just to think, you laughed in my face.
Just to think; I never fell from grace.


Let's make this worth its' while,
I won't be the one
To give you the last smile.



Just to think;
This could've been so much better.
Just to think;
I could have posted this in a letter.
I wasted my time on you,
Just trying to get through.
I wasted my patients,
And ended up with nothing after all.


Just to think;
This could've ended differently...



dedicated to Mike Calle for all the bs he put me through