I don't understand how I was so optimistic in the beginning of college about completing it and doing it well and passing the classes I failed but now I realize I was wrong. I am not a THINKER I cannot do this. I don't see how people can be so much smarter, it's all in their brain it has nothing to do with their education.
Being able to think and break concepts down into an understandible form is for people like Henry. I can't do that s**t, all I can do is memorize words and definitions and on top of that I have a bad memory so if I don't burn it into my brain it doesn't stay so when I need to use it I can't.
Not to blame you Orphen but you going to jail didn't help the situation at all. I spend nights I could have been sleeping, I spent them crying and worrying until I finally got to see you so now I spend my days AND nights crying and worrying that your addicted to drugs and alcohol and that you might get hunted down and killed and possibly bring me down with you because like it or not we have a connection or at least I do it's love. And I chose to love you with all my heart but if you don't cut this s**t out it's gonna tear me apart.
clarachu Community Member 
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