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my heart is cracked broken and stepped on... it feels as if she never knew who i was, the person behind the looks. I ache with pain from this lie she has become... she never loved me for who i was, i have changed just to get her to like me, but yet i am still shund... Love is a short word for a big meaning, a meaning i will never feel. the word comes and goes but yet have i felt its draft... not even for a second, some believe in love at first sight, i believe in pain at first sight... i cannot live with all of problems and for that i take it out on my body... cuts-bruises-and burns... they all take the pain away, for about an hour... i can only hope one day she feels the same as i did and takes the pain out on herself as i have done... (Austen.H) Mettalic -_- Heart talk2hand cry sad emo crying