Yay! today is my friends bday party! im so excited, i cant wait. im going to have to go at least 2 hours earlier than it starts cuz i have to help set up and then my friends jonathan and chris r showing up an hour earlier just for the hell of it. they r awsome! but chris hasnt talked to me in a while. we see each other in the hallway and a few times we make eyecontact but we dont say anything to each other. its weird, cuz for the past two years i have gotten so used to talking to him and now we dont ever talk. occasionally we do but no like we used. he probably thinks he is better than me cuz he is on the football team and now he is "popular" and im not choosing to go down that path. the friends that i do have are true ones, they r the ones that will be there when i am down and i will do the same for them. they r the people that will come back after we get into a "fight" and wont give up on me. those r the people that r my friends, the people i care about and the people that care about me. if chris doesnt want to be that one i guess it is both our loss or whatever.
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