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If I cut myself every time someone had a broken heart counting myself I may be dead of blood loss... Love can be so cruel... It can be breaking... It can be worth it... Sometimes you just have to do what's best for the other person... And do the best for yourself... That person may be hurt badly... But just remember... There's someone out there for them... They just can't give up looking... Don't give up on anything... I already broke two hearts because I'm in love with someone else... I feel really bad though but I have to remember who I love most and what I think is best for me... Me being engaged to Jason means something... I love him more than anything in life... I'd do anything to be with him... Those two can find someone better than me... God is just leading them on a longer path than me... They can't give up... If they do... I don't know what I'll do... I guess I'll feel sorry for them but mostly I'll hate myself for making them feel that way... It's my fault they lost their strength... But I can't let it get to me... They're just weak and I'm stronger than them... I'll just have to keep telling them and everyone else... "Stay strong... Don't give up... Not yet... You've gotten this far... You're close... So close... Don't give up on that... Keep walking down that damn mother ******** path and you'll find what's in store for you... You will... If I can do it then everyone can! Stop coming to me saying you can't! BECAUSE YOU CAN!!!!!!!!" This journal entry is for all you and for all who I care and love. Please just read it and get these words through your thick skulls.

Love,
Sis