I just want this life to be over. This is not fair. What kind of life is this when seven-year-olds get a life-stopping disease. What THE HELL is wrong with the karmic energy? What did I do to deserve the boys who meant everything to me to leave me alone? For one to be so sick and the other to tell me he can't handle seeing me ever again? I know you didn't mean that. I understand you're falling apart. Grammatical eroors in this arent my dfault; I can't even see, I'm crying so hard. I'm not coming to school tomorrow, just so you know. I'm not going to be alive. I hope you're ******** happy...you know who you are. I hope you know you've deserted me and yourself when we needed each other the most. I love you so much, please don't do this to me. I love Damian so much; please don't make us be apart because of you.
GOD NO LONGER EXISTS TO ME. If everything happens for a reason, what reason could there be for this?
Querida_Pikachu · Tue Dec 02, 2008 @ 10:39pm · 1 Comments |