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Okay I know Jason called me a few days ago but that was a few days ago! I'm freaked out and hoping and praying he's not dead! It's scarry now sence I can't call him every night now... damn his mama.... scream NOW IM SO WORRIED THAT I FEEL LONELY AND EVERYTHING AND IT NOT RIGHT!!!!!! I even think we're not together and engaged and everything... I'm trying REALLY REALLY HARD NOT TO THINK THAT WAY BUT ITS HARD MAN!!!!! THANK U JASON'S MOM FOR MAKING OUR LOVE LIFE HORRIBLE!

And I almost got hit by two cars yesterday at the store and bitches kept cutting me in the isles in there too! My damn foot can't move right to the right and it hurts like s**t! MAN WHY IS MY LIFE GETTING SO BAD AND GOIN TO HELL?! IM TIRED OF THIS!!!!!!! I WISH JASON AND I COULD ALREADY BE TOGETHER!!!!! crying crying crying crying