My Past still Haunts me...
Overwhelming remembrance attacks without fear
memories flood my brain,
reliving the past time and again
no way to yell
no way to escape the pain.
Here I am 12 plus years
and it feels like it was yesterday
being attacked, being tormented, living in fear
of the one who was supposed to take care.
memories of nightmares playing in color
like a projector that never stops
over and over and over again
my life keeps flashing in mind.
fear takes over, stress has formed
Nowhere to run and hide,
For how do you run from a past that you lived
that follows you home every night.
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Gone,
Death awaiting me,
Not wanting,
But hopeing,
Not fearing,
But neutral,
I have lost the meaning,
Of the life I once knew,
Whats the point in my life now?
Death awaiting me,
Not wanting,
But hopeing,
Not fearing,
But neutral,
I have lost the meaning,
Of the life I once knew,
Whats the point in my life now?
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