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I guess as I was enjoying this I wasn't payng attention to anything else because my friends kept trying to talk to me but I never heard anything from them. By now some one might consider me insane but, on the contrary I am quite sane but I am vey deeply disturbed. Which I guess explains the love for causing pain to others...
After these two weeks when I have been trying to find something to keep my mind off of the pain I finally found some one else that I could care for, but if the cared for me was a totaly different story and my true question for a litlle while... I never worked up the nerver to tell her how I feel because it ahdn't been that long since I met her. I haven't even quite figured out her name but I've learned several other things about her already..
For example I know that when she learns that something she cares for she will go to any length to get it back and keep it safe. I got to see this on one occasion when someone had taken her favorite cat she started to go phyco and got a BB gun and shot the guy like four times just so that he'd give back the cat... she didn't even let the guy to have a chance to give up peacefully...
Because of this "inncident" I discoverd that her name was Hegsha Sabrek. Now if you ask me that's a pretty strange name but I have yet to find anyone with a normal name around here. I guess she became to known as the Over protective protecter of all... and no one has said too much to her since then. That is, any one but me..
When I first decided to talk to her I was nervous caue I thought that I might end up liking her... turns out I was right.. and besides how many 5' 4" people do you meet with neon pink hair?? NOt many, so when I finally did speak to her I soon relized that I would be glad that I did.
I walked up to her and just said "hey" just then did I relize that I was just so much taller than her. I guess this never really occured to me before.
Hegsha looked up at me and said, "I don't know you yet do I?" I just stood there and thought about what I should say next. Then from no where I heard myself say "nope, but would you like to change that?"
She looked a little confused at first but then she smiled and laughed a little then before I realized what was going on we were into a complete conversation.
While in this conversation I discoverd that no matter what I wanted to think I was relizing that I really was falling for her just like I fell for Macuse....
I was never really sure if this would be a good thing or a bad thing so I just went with it and soon we basicly became insepable from each other while the weeks went on we found ourselves getting closer but never anything more than friends...