So many words inside my head, So many things I should've said. But I was afraid of how it would sound, If it was spoken out loud. I try to say the words but my mouth seems to fail, And the words remain trapped in my minds' own jail. Wanting to speak but I have one objection, The fear of her rejection. But is it worth losing a friend? Bringing it all to a devastating end. Over my own thoughts I seem to trip, At my heart all the fears rip. As stupid as it may seem, I live my life on one seemingly impossible dream. A dream of us being together, For a time longer than forever. All this confusion pulls at my heart, As the sadness and nightmares slowly tear me apart.
iD3m0n · Tue Jan 06, 2009 @ 03:51pm · 0 Comments |