As i begin to figer more things out im now starting to get more "pissy" on things im starting to have more outburst of rage on some things that wont matter to me that much........And today i had a be-be gun fight at my friends i was in a tree house with a 1 shot gun (the ones were you shoot then c**k it in order to shoot again) and two other of my friends attack me with a semi-autos (but they cant walk in the fort and attack) but as i was reloding my gun and surpresife fire all around me was going on just baring missing me I felt like more alive then i ever did like its an art, an art of war i just felt so great twisted and i have been vary hurting lately but i think all this is because i've comepletely gave up on loving things and because of it im now all filled with rage but if it makes me work better than i will let it be.
Roy3333 · Sun Oct 23, 2005 @ 06:05am · 12 Comments |