Late Night Musings About Unrequited First Loves
It's way too late I can't seem to sleep Every time I close my eyes I see your face
You won't leave me alone What did I do to deserve this? Unrequited love is the worst There are so many things I hate about you
I could make a list It would fill a library Yet every time I see you I'm so giddy and nervous
You don't even see me do you? I'm not even a blip on your radar You have so many girls chasing after you Many are much prettier then me
They're tall and skinny Bubbly and outgoing Everything I'm not I bet they actually have school spirit
Are you gay? This would be so much easier if you were Then I would know it's not my fault But no I bet you're not
Of course there is that one fact You know the one Where you ignore every girl in this town Even the ones who will be super models
But then I swear you flirt with me You call me Smurf Just for my height I'm only a foot and an inch shorter then you
You're everything I could want in a guy Did you know that? I'?s true though I bet a lot of girls think so
You're tall and very cute and smart to boot A great sense of humor and a beautiful smile You're the one who got me hooked on anime The way your face lit up when you described a show you'd seen
I just had to see it for myself You were right I loved every minute of it I believe it was Sailor Moon
When I told you I like you You pulled away So I waited for awhile Before approaching you again
I know we will only ever be friends And that hurts I think you were my first love And it was unrequited
I tell everyone I'm over you Just to get close to you I know you would pull away if you found out So I watch from a distance
Wanting evermore of you Soaking up what I can from a distance You're no longer in high school In fact you're in the navy
I haven't seen you In forever it feels like I miss you I still want you
My friends don't get it But I don't care I don't know if I'll ever see you again I hope I will
Maybe one day you will return my feelings I hope you're okay Please be safe and come back to your family I'm sure the miss you
I'm sure you will never read this But I had to write it To get it out there And if by chance you stumble across this
You won't know this is about you Or who I am But know this You will always have a place in my heart
Silver Pixie Rose · Tue Oct 25, 2005 @ 11:29pm · 0 Comments |