How Many?
How many times must i car this night
before my heart asks for release?
How many times must i scream in fear
before i turst those i wish to ?
How many times must the pain of memories
plauge me before i can turst and love agin?
How much tourture must i endure
before i can sleep peacefully agin?
How many mistakes am i going to make
before i push away the only one who cared?
How many times will i put the past in the prestent?
How many times will i relive a nightmare
before i realise its over?
Or will it ever end?
Written by
~Karol
~Febuary of 2004
How many times must i car this night
before my heart asks for release?
How many times must i scream in fear
before i turst those i wish to ?
How many times must the pain of memories
plauge me before i can turst and love agin?
How much tourture must i endure
before i can sleep peacefully agin?
How many mistakes am i going to make
before i push away the only one who cared?
How many times will i put the past in the prestent?
How many times will i relive a nightmare
before i realise its over?
Or will it ever end?
Written by
~Karol
~Febuary of 2004
In January 2005 one year after the little girl wrote this she took her own life. It ended the abuse of a father and mother inflicted apon there child. Ms. Karoline E. was relased from tourture only by her death. The death was caused by a bruital beating by her mother and a awfull rape that followed .. That night Karoline took her life seeing it as her only excape from the tourture she was going through. She was ony 13 years old. Help save lives. Be aware that abuse lives. Help stop the cycle of abuse.
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