tell me im not some ******** idiot. tell me something great again. tell me something to make it all go away. tell me something i dont know. tell me the truth. tell me anything or even show me. just hug me, hold me, rub my cheek, scratch my head, tickle me till i piss my pants, push me in the pool with my clothes on, anything. im not asking for much. i just wana know. i want it back. why not have a dirty laundry session. a sit down. charades. im so exhausted i feel like i just drove off a cliff. lets make art. please just shoot me. push me off the boat. lets make random times. talk to the flowers. wear them as jewelry. record ourselves without realizing it. beat my a**. bring me down. we can even make our own language and a handshake. have a food fight. or even a picnic. ill let you throw those scarabs at my face so you dont have to see it anymore.
i wish i was better.
ShadowCATastrophe · Thu Mar 05, 2009 @ 08:52am · 1 Comments |