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every time i wake up to see the sun. i wish for it to go away. i burns my heart and soul to ashes. my hole life i thought people loved me. that was a lie. i never did anything wrong or did i. one day they love me the next they hurted me. lol love is a ******** joke. everyone i loved killed me every day. i feel dead know. i don't care what people think of me. i just want to die alone now. since its my furter now. no one will ever save me now. no one can. my own family and friends they don't care for how i feel. so now i hide my feelings from all to see. and i cry to myself to sleep.

i know dum me. i know i'am not the only one. but no one likes to feel dead anymore. its to late of me to come to the light. since i'am so deep in aready.

i will never fall or be in love again.
******** love, ******** heaven, ******** hell. since it does not e------ twisted
love is no such thing.

i don't give the ******** what u say. i don't care, i don't feel, i don't breath on what u say evil so just say it