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im tired of lying to my self i keep saying i have a lot to live for but its not true Ive lost all hope and im dying inside i know that you cant go back to how things use to be but i can help crying to myself anymore.people like to hurt me but i just dont get it. i need someone a real friend ....someone who cares. i just dont want to grow up in a scary world im not use to.....i want to go back to the old times. am i turning emo? im greatly depressed and want to die....people always hated me......